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[Apr. 17th, 2009|12:36 pm] |
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why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck why does my life suck |
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| havent posted here in a while |
[Feb. 6th, 2009|03:51 pm] |
I have a truly entered a depressive state like no other. I never thought it would be so bad NOT having a job. I am not a material person anymore, don't know if i ever really was one, but jesus christ, I can't even scrape up NICKELS AND DIMES. My parents are making little to no income, we haven't been able to pay rent in like 8 months, and our only chance of staying here is on a technicality. If not I have to move to weekee wachee with my parents AND my grandparents, and its really peaceful out there but i would go crazy without my girlfriend or friends or bands.
Another day of sitting in my room waiting for something, ANTHING to fucking happen. I want to fucking tear these walls down, I am so sick of this shit. Thoughts of anything best buy related bring images of violence and hatred to my head, usually leaving me in a state or clinching my fists and playing scenarios in my head until i realized how hard i was zoning out on this feeling of anger. I have never felt such hatred like this before. For anyone who doesn't know, best buy fired me for being 8 minutes late after 4 years of 'service' leaving me totally FUCKED, GETTING MY CAR REPOSSESSED, LEAVING ME WITH $12,000 IN DEBT, ON FUCKING FOOD STAMPS...
WHAT ELSE OH YEAH COULDN"T PAY MY DEBT TO MY BANK SO GOT MY ACCOUNT CLOSED, CANT OPEN ONE FOR 5 FUCKING YEARS,
WHICH MEANS
CANT MOVE ANYWHERE
CANT GET LOANS ON ANYTHING
IM FUCKED
i can't even fucking think anymore. i wish i could just take tanya, kick her in the face, through her car window, leaving glass and foot in her mouth, then drag her out through the window, kick her in the rib cages, smear her face on the cement over and over and over again permanently disfiguring her, probably jump on her head about 20 times, kick her teeth out, and then say "TRY AND FIND A JOB NOW YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!"
just kidding guys,
but JESUS FUCK!! i wish she at least knew what shes done to me!
ARGHHH!!!!!
so yeah, thats been my life lately, hows it going for everyone else? |
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| Oh, |
[Jan. 17th, 2009|06:03 am] |
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Thats a truism. |
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| eh |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|10:14 am] |
I think working on my car for 11 hours yesterday got me a little more angry than i would have gotten, so no more sarcastic entries from here on, if i even post anything serious in here anymore.
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| hmm. |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|10:03 am] |
You should not drink any beverage that contains alcohol while you are taking OxyContin. This includes beer, wine, and all distilled liquors. OxyContin and alcoholic beverages may have dangerous interactions that can result in serious injury or death.
Damn, this sound much safer and less "life-altering" than weed! what the fuck have I been thinking this whole time?!?!?!?! |
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| AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP MY LIFE IS SPIRALING OUT OF CONTROL DUE TO WEED WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Oh thats right, absolutely nothing. Apparently I have this dark shadow over me that makes me look like my life is so so bad. If anyone is wondering, I am extremely happy with how everythings going right now. so SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2007|01:06 am] |
lolz @ neato lj posts that most people won't get. yay! |
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[Sep. 8th, 2007|03:47 pm] |
so the car is going bye bye soon, but the vw legacy will still carry on...
maybe such as this?
or?
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[Jul. 24th, 2007|11:12 am] |
i miss my girlfriend : ( |
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[Jul. 15th, 2007|04:36 am] |
girl (not me in the picture obviously)
good times
no more pics to show what else is going on in my life...
: ) |
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[May. 26th, 2007|01:07 pm] |
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So I pissed in the street last night and a cop showed up literaly seconds later after i finished, and waiting outside the house I went in for like 10 minutes shining his light on the door. Fuck that shit. |
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| hey |
[May. 3rd, 2007|12:02 pm] |
I just did a bunch of upgrades to my car, what do you think?
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[May. 2nd, 2007|10:16 am] |
So the general consensus is that I should get this tattoo. |
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